Monday, May 28, 2012

Tweeting With Captain America

I tweeted this..
..and then Captain America retweeted me!
Above is @SuperHumanSteve

Below is @WingHeadAvenger which I already followed..
I saw he tweeted this..So I replied him (2nd column).. 
So I replied him (2nd column).. and he replied me back! Hahah!

I tweeted this..

..and @WingHeadAvenger RT me! Hahah!
I replied him and that was it. Sigh.

These just made my day! I know he's not real but it has still made my day :D

*wink

Thursday, May 24, 2012

God's Blessing

Last April, for the month of "Environment Friendly" on our school, I joined the fashion show competition. I know, I know... This is sooo not me. However, I was interested when Teacher Elly said that we must design an outfit using waste materials only. Hey! I can design using newspapers! I mean, I had watched an episode of "Project Runway" where they designed outfits using newspapers. I know a thing or two about fashion and yeah, about designing. So glad to know that I don't have to sew clothes or anything because I'm terrible of sewing. Even when I'm using the sewing machine! All I have to use are a stapler and a duct tape to put on the materials together. 

Me and Alfera

This is the ONLY photo I got tagged in Facebook. Mehh.. I could have look better in this shot. Probably not my most flattering picture. I regret not having my own camera. Something wrong with my sister's camera so I didn't brought it. My dad's however though is fine but my dad will never let me bring his DSLR camera. Anyway, blah blah blah.. I won 2nd place! YEE-HA ! Got RM20 for my winning prize! God is so GOOD! I'm so glad I joined the fashion show competition. Not only my designing talent was shown but I can't stop getting compliments from everyone about how pretty I was that day. Everyone, including the teachers said that I should be a model someday. It was so flattering! My goodness! I may not want to be a model because it's not my passion but when you get compliments like that, wouldn't you be flattered as well? Couldn't forget Teacher Elly's words.. "You got the height and the looks." Hmm, I guess being skinny is good? I have been made fun of because of my skinny body for my entire life. Getting such compliment really had boosted up my confidence for being happy with myself ever since. 

Saturday, May 19, 2012

The Most Amazing Woman in My Life

Mum and I :)

This photo above was taken by my brother, Odon (Maxwell) when we celebrated Mother's Day at church. I know it's too late for me to post this but I just had to show my appreciation to my mother. 
My mother, Mary had been such incredible mother to me in the past 17 years of my life. She had been really patient to raise six crazy kids in her life. I love her. I don't know why I do, but I do. I truly love her with the bottom of my heart. I wouldn't trade her for ANYTHING or ANYONE in the world. What I can only say here is, I am thankful to God who gave me a beautiful, wonderful and amazing mother. At times, I might hurt her feelings and I regret to have done all those things. Blessed Mother's Day, Mak! I love you. 


Friday, May 18, 2012

Characters of Avengers (2012 movie)

1. Captain America ( Steve Rogers )

my favourite :D




2. Iron Man ( Tony Stark )

my favourite :D

3. Hulk ( Dr. Bruce Banner )






4. Thor Odinson ( The God of Thunder )


5. Black Widow ( Natalia Alianovna Romanova a.k.a. Natasha Romanoff )



Black Widow in the Avengers for Blackberry Style

6. Hawkeye ( Clinton Francis Barton a.k.a Agent Barton )





Friday, May 11, 2012

Avengers Movie (2012)

I totally forgot to tell you guys! I have watched Avengers just a few weeks ago! I can't believe I forgot to tell you guys!

Avengers movie

I actually went to watch it together with the youths from my church. It was a fun time! We went to the cinema at Centre Point. Hmm..when I came to school a couple days later, Sherine and Dexter saw me at CP. I wonder where they saw me?.. Anyway, back to Avengers.. How do I describe this movie eh..? Well, one word for it - AMAZING ! You have to watch it to believe it yourself. You know I ain't telling you the story, aite? (Geez.. where did that accent came from?) 
Iron Man was always my favourite. Oh yeah, I looove Captain America too! I might as well fell in love with him in the movie. Heh. Who wouldn't fall in love with that body, and that blonde hair and that blue eyes? (It's blue, isn't it?)
I'm sure some of you have already saw it.. It's really great isn't it? If you haven't, just go and watch it already!

Plot


After his fall from Asgard into space, the Asgardian Loki meets the Other, the leader of a warmongering alien race known as the Chitauri. In exchange for retrieving the Tesseract,2 a powerful energy source of unknown potential, the Other promises Loki a Chitauri army with which he can subjugate the Earth. Nick Fury, director of the espionage agency S.H.I.E.L.D., arrives at a remote research facility during an evacuation. Physicist Dr. Erik Selvig is leading a research team experimenting on the Tesseract, and Agent Maria Hillexplains that the object has begun radiating an unusual form of energy. The Tesseract suddenly activates and opens a portal, allowing Loki to reach Earth. Loki takes the Tesseract and uses his staff to enslave Selvig and several agents, including Clint Barton, to aid him in his getaway.
In response to the attack, Fury reactivates the "Avengers Initiative". Agent Natasha Romanoff is sent to India to recruit Dr. Bruce Banner; agent Phil Coulson visits Tony Stark to have him review Selvig's research; and Fury approaches Steve Rogers with an assignment to retrieve the Tesseract. While Barton steals iridium needed to stabilize the Tesseract's power, Loki causes a distraction in Stuttgart, Germany, leading to a confrontation with Rogers, Stark, and Romanoff that ends with Loki's surrender. While being escorted back to S.H.I.E.L.D., Thor, Loki's adoptive brother, arrives and frees Loki hoping to convince him to abandon his plan and return him to Asgard. After a confrontation with Stark and Rogers, Thor agrees to take Loki to S.H.I.E.L.D.'s flying aircraft carrier, theHelicarrier, and imprison him until the Tesseract can be acquired.
The Avengers become divided, both over how to approach Loki and the revelation that S.H.I.E.L.D. plans to harness the Tesseract to develop weapons of mass destruction as a deterrent against hostile extra-terrestrials. As the group argues, Barton, and Loki's other possessed agents, attack the Helicarrier, disabling its engines in flight and causing Banner to transform into the Hulk. Stark and Rogers try to restart the damaged engines, and Thor attempts to stop the Hulk's rampage. Romanoff fights Barton, and knocks him unconscious, breaking Loki's mind control. Loki escapes after killing Coulson, and Thor and the Hulk are each ejected from the ship. Fury uses Coulson's death to motivate the Avengers into working as a team. Stark and Rogers realize that simply defeating them will not be enough for Loki; he needs to overpower them publicly to validate himself as ruler of Earth. Loki uses the Tesseract, in conjunction with a device Selvig built, to open a portal above Stark Tower to the Chitauri fleet in space, launching his invasion.
The Avengers rally in defense of New York City, but quickly realize they will be overwhelmed as wave after wave of Chitauri descend upon Earth. With help from Barton, Rogers, Stark, and Thor evacuate civilians, while Banner transforms into the Hulk again and goes after Loki, eventually beating him into submission. Romanoff makes her way to the portal, where Selvig, freed of Loki's control, reveals that Loki's staff can be used to close the portal. Meanwhile, Fury's superiors attempt to end the invasion by launching a nuclear missile at Manhattan. Stark intercepts the missile and takes it through the portal toward the Chitauri fleet. The missile detonates, destroying the invaders' lead ship, thereby disabling their forces on Earth. Stark's suit runs out of power and he falls back through the portal, but the Hulk saves him from crashing to the ground. Romanoff deactivates the portal to prevent further invasion. In the aftermath, Thor returns Loki and the Tesseract to Asgard. Fury notes that the Avengers will return when they are needed.
In the first of two post-credits scenes, the Other confers with his master3 about the attack on Earth; in a second coda, the Avengers eat in silence at a shawarma restaurant.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Today Is My Birthday !

Well, I'm officially seventeen today. Am I excited? Hmm, not really. When I was a kid, I used to be excited when my birthday was coming. I even counted the days when it was still like three months away and when it was only a day away, I would be like, "Yipee! One more day, then it will be my birthday!" But now, it's like, "Oh no.. One more day and I'm gonna be old."
I know why I fear of getting old. Because I'm the baby in the family for all these while, I'm afraid to carry out any responsibilities and taking good care of myself now-on my own. I know I'm gonna have to leave this house sooner or later. Honestly, I'm not ready to grow up. I'm not ready to face the world on my own. I still need my parents. I still want to be a student for a long time. I don't want it to end this year! My seventeenth birthday reminds me all the time about my final year in school. There, I said it. Again. FINAL YEAR.
Anyway, nothing special today. I honestly woke up this morning feeling like it's just one of those normal days. I'm serious! Nothing special at all.
I don't even feel well today. Kept having nausea and stomach ache. But I felt better now.
Everyone kept saying, "Kenapa birthday girl muka begini ni?" - (Why is a birthday girl makes that face?)

Is it normal to have this feeling? Is it normal to feel sad when you know you're old?
Of course I feel grateful to God that I'm still alive today. It's just that ... time flies really fast. Sigh.

Anyway, I registered on a local tuition centre just now. I'm taking Maths and Science. I'm quite slow in these two subjects. Hmm..

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Crumbled.Down.Hard.

I know, this isn't a diary but I have nowhere to share this. I actually struggled a lot in my school. People are way too mean and yeah, sometimes, because I couldn't take it I just started holding grudge. Anger has filled my heart and most of the time, I judged others who hurt me really deep emotionally. I started to talk behind their back and pointed out all their flaws to someone else. Sometimes, because I couldn't let them continually hurt me, I avoided them. Thinking about not caring about them at all and perhaps, not to consider them as friends. Staying awaaaay from them. Even when they're talking to me, I wouldn't even look at their eyes because when I do, all I can feel is hatred. Making eye contact with someone you dislike makes you sick. 
      The problems are I was lied to straight on my face. People doesn't seem to think before saying something. People thinks that they are better than everyone else and they can do everything to the ones beneath them. ESPECIALLY their close friends. Bragging non-stop. Bragging.. I couldn't take it anymore. Please God. I couldn't stand someone talking highly about themselves while I just sat there and listen nodding to everything that person said. I mean, everything I said become unimportant to them! It's aaaall about them! Also, I can't stand being critiqued by the things that I usually don't mind like my hair, my fashion sense, etc... And when that happens, my confidence just crumbled down hard. 

And when one day is over, another day came. 

I need your prayer support. I couldn't take it anymore. This is terrible. I'm tired of being nice and people just took advantage on my kindness. This is wrong. This is so wrong!